It’s me again…I know…you already know why I am writing this but I am tired Lord. I did it again last night. I really tried to get my mind of those illicit pictures but the mere fact that I exposed my eyes to them…..
I hate myself! I hate the fact that I keep falling and rising. I know your word says the righteous shall fall seven times and rise but I think I have fallen uncountable times- I prefer to lay down sprawled on the dirty ground, never to rise again. I have heard of other people who decided to stop masturbation and snap!, it just happened. Why not me too?!
I know, I know…people are struggling with fornication, I am struggling with masturbation and I seem to want to kill myself. I am tired Lord!
Isn’t there anyone i can talk to?
Please help me, please forgive me… I don’t want to talk to anyone else but you… You always have all the answers.😢
Your fallen daughter,