Jeff stared at her astonished. He couldn’t believe she had been introduced to lesbianism at such an age by a house help! For awhile he lost track of what she kept on telling him. She was giving him details on how far she went with Nelly and how even new ladies were introduced to her. The expression on her face indicated she was bitter and had been for a long time.

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‘When I turned 16, Nelly and I had a huge disagreement on who to choose as our next partner. She wanted to bring a lady she had met not too long ago and I wanted to bring a friend. What started out as  a little disagreement became so bad Nelly packed out of the house eventually, saying she never wanted to have anything to do with me again.

I couldn’t take the pain of losing her. It felt like my whole world was crumbling down cos I placed it all in Nelly’s hands. I knew I never enjoyed any of our escapades in the beginning but gradually I had fallen in love with her and couldn’t do without her.
I tried everything to get her back including missing school a day to go to her new apartment and beg.
She wasn’t at home when I arrived so i sat infront of her door waiting. When she did return she threw me out of the apartment building causing a small scene.

Intending on skipping school for just a day ended up with me skipping school for two whole weeks. I cried myself to sleep on most nights and barely ate. I tried calming my nerves by visiting pornographic and lesbian websites but nothing worked. My whole mind and body ached to have Nelly back.

One Friday, two months into my pain, I decided to visit the club. I felt all the loud music and booze would help. Mum had taken off to Dubai again and trusted me to take good care of myself.’

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Jeff couldn’t stop staring at her face. He felt like covering both ears with both hands so he could at least digest the fact that she had been and might still be a lesbian. He honestly didn’t know if he could lead this soul to Christ. He felt he needed not just a counsellor to speak to her but also a pastor to conduct a deliverance session on her. He didn’t qualify for any of the positions he had thought of and wondered why He had been led to her in the first place.
Everything seemed to be too much to take in and she hadn’t even finished the story! She didn’t look like she was going to end soon either! Silently he said a prayer asking for strength and continued to listen, holding firmly to her hand.

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